Can. Not. Sleep.
UGH! Don't you just hate that! It's 3:21am and I CANNOT SLEEP. Nevermind that at 11:30pm I could barely keep my eyes open as I stumbled to bed. Got my pillows arranged (takes quite an effort to keep this mammoth-sized body comfy), laid my head down and....nothing. Staring at the walls, the ceiling, the red numbers on the alarm clock. For hours. Finally I said "screw it" and I got up and got on the puter. Yay. I just don't understand it and it's frustrating the hell out of me! ARGH! I'm exhausted, so tired, and yet I cannot sleep!
Ok, so I haven't updated my blog in awhile. Obviously, the 4th of July has come and gone. Me, Doug, Gavin and Fajita went and watched fireworks. That was fun-- Gavin really enjoys them :)
The week prior, Doug and Gavin went to Tennessee for the Ivey family reunion......which is only once every 5 years.....and I wasn't allowed to go because of my 'condition'. Nice, huh? So, I basically just stayed home and cleaned a bit, hung some pictures on our newly painted walls, slept...while they did all sorts of fun things like swimming and eating and going to the Space and Rocket Center in Huntsville, AL.
OK, this is totally rambling, but Jaxon is *really* starting to make me wonder if he is Rosemary's Baby. I don't know what the hell he is on, but he is doing things in my uterus that shouldn't be possible at this stage in a pregnancy.....I'm looking at my belly and it looks like that little baby creature from Alien is trying to escape. Really, it's so weird. Gavin never moved this much. Makes me terrified I'm going to have one of those kids who never stops....YOU know the ones....they get up at like 6am, never take a nap, climb the walls, demand all your attention, run out in the street to play, hate all kinds of food and don't go to sleep until midnight. I swear if he comes out like that, I'm selling him to the gypsies. I'm in a lovely mood, eh?
I suppose the events of today (well, technically yesterday) in London aren't helping. When are these freaking IDIOTS going to STOP?!?!?? Another terrorist bombing. All over the mass transit system in London. Dozens of people dead and hundreds more injured. Will it never end?
I guess I just don't understand the cowardice that these extremist groups exhibit.
'Hey-- lets go bomb a bunch of innocent civilians'
'GREAT idea!'
'And we can just wait till after all the damage is done, then email someone that our group is responsible'
'Cool!'
I mean, seriously, what is the point? To *really* prove that they are impotent piles of shit? That they have NO balls. That they can't fight like a REAL man.....out in plain sight, giving his opponent at least a fighting chance at defending himself??!!! Noooooooo! Let's just fly planes into buildings and plant bombs on trains. That's SO much braver! And WAY cooler. And just PROVES how freakin' STUPID you are! Assholes.
Sorry.
But.
I just don't get it.
OK, maybe I really should try and sleep now. If this creature in my gut ever settles down enough so that I can!
Till next time....
Ok, so I haven't updated my blog in awhile. Obviously, the 4th of July has come and gone. Me, Doug, Gavin and Fajita went and watched fireworks. That was fun-- Gavin really enjoys them :)
The week prior, Doug and Gavin went to Tennessee for the Ivey family reunion......which is only once every 5 years.....and I wasn't allowed to go because of my 'condition'. Nice, huh? So, I basically just stayed home and cleaned a bit, hung some pictures on our newly painted walls, slept...while they did all sorts of fun things like swimming and eating and going to the Space and Rocket Center in Huntsville, AL.
OK, this is totally rambling, but Jaxon is *really* starting to make me wonder if he is Rosemary's Baby. I don't know what the hell he is on, but he is doing things in my uterus that shouldn't be possible at this stage in a pregnancy.....I'm looking at my belly and it looks like that little baby creature from Alien is trying to escape. Really, it's so weird. Gavin never moved this much. Makes me terrified I'm going to have one of those kids who never stops....YOU know the ones....they get up at like 6am, never take a nap, climb the walls, demand all your attention, run out in the street to play, hate all kinds of food and don't go to sleep until midnight. I swear if he comes out like that, I'm selling him to the gypsies. I'm in a lovely mood, eh?
I suppose the events of today (well, technically yesterday) in London aren't helping. When are these freaking IDIOTS going to STOP?!?!?? Another terrorist bombing. All over the mass transit system in London. Dozens of people dead and hundreds more injured. Will it never end?
I guess I just don't understand the cowardice that these extremist groups exhibit.
'Hey-- lets go bomb a bunch of innocent civilians'
'GREAT idea!'
'And we can just wait till after all the damage is done, then email someone that our group is responsible'
'Cool!'
I mean, seriously, what is the point? To *really* prove that they are impotent piles of shit? That they have NO balls. That they can't fight like a REAL man.....out in plain sight, giving his opponent at least a fighting chance at defending himself??!!! Noooooooo! Let's just fly planes into buildings and plant bombs on trains. That's SO much braver! And WAY cooler. And just PROVES how freakin' STUPID you are! Assholes.
Sorry.
But.
I just don't get it.
OK, maybe I really should try and sleep now. If this creature in my gut ever settles down enough so that I can!
Till next time....
posted by Carey @ 6:21 AM
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